I lost my boyfriend/bestfriend today. What I mean by that is my Ipod touch. It made me realize how cruel life is, that with only one careless move everything would be gone.
but life goes on, so i would. I’ll just hope over flowing conscience would attack the one who stole it from me.
I can’t even find the right words to describe how I feel so this entry would have a part 2.
wait for it.
Ja mata!
Happy New Year Guys.
Last December 29-30, My family went to Subic with my relatives from mother’s side. We were 19 (in 2 vans). It was really fun at the same time really tiring, bu it was worth it. right?
We left Laguna 5am to avoid traffic and getting caught by all kinds of police because both vans we’re riding in are included in the coding schemes for the day. Luckily, we passed through Manila without that dilemma (actually there’s a story behind this that I’d rather not tell.) The way to Olangapo wa really smooth and we reached there earlier than we expected.
We stay at this very beautiful villas (the rent rates are pricey but the amenities are really good, it’s like home away from home!). actually we haven’t done much for that day, we just went shopping, and my cousin and I played basketball while others have gone swimming.
While we were eating dinner, the electricity suddenly went off, and for fun, my big buddies (my brother, and cousin Jasper) decided to scare our little cousins by hiding into dark places and surprising them. When the electricity was back, we then proceed to playing cards and munching chocolates we bought earlier (I obviously ate most of it.)
The next day was the tiring part. We first went to Jes camp to try tree top adventures composed of thrilling zip line rides. Of course, I won’t be leaving there without trying it so we tried the superman ride and the silver surfer.
The photo was taken before the Silver Surfer. We were all smiles but really nervous inside.
The thing is that you'd be taken into a very high place while you ride that swinging thing. Scary because you thought you're gonna fall and you're on your own.
This is the Superman ride. just like a normal zipline, The thing here is, you'll be going back and forth plus the super high height of this ride.
Anyways, I had so much fun there. We went on to zoobic safari, I won’t tell much, just go there and find out. It’s really good there and the place is really big. The most important thing is that you’ll appreciate animals more. It’s my second time to be there, and they’ve added a lot of attractions, that’s why it’s fun.
Me in the zooper train.
At HipHop Bay-A-Wak. Go there to know what it is!
And then we went home, our estimated time of arrival in Laguna is 10pm. But due to traffic, and the other van having problems, we arrived 2am! It’s really tiring, but when I opened the TV, the movie gamer was on (Logan Lerman hihi) which made me go to bed at 5 am. oh life.
I’ve been talking shit so I’d stop. To conclude it all, I had fun, and would wait for another family trip in April! (Ooooops, My bro, Jasper and me can’t come because we’re going to SG. too bad.)
Family Picture!
The Happy Masongsong Family in our tiger pose!
More pictures? I would upload if I have the motivation to load it from my cam. I’m a lazy person, I know that. haha
I’ve been busy these past days playing Sims 3 that’s why I don’t have the time to blog.
Anyways, a very Happy Christmas to everyone, it’s a late greeting in my country but I’m pretty sure it’s still Christmas somewhere around the globe.
I only have 3 wishes this Christmas:
The first one is personal so I’d rather not share it. Don’t think I’m being selfish because I’ve been wishing this since God knows when. It’s not an object, and it’s already happening, and I just want everything to go smoothly.
My second wish is I’d like God to touch the hearts of the lost and bring them back on their way to him. I’ve had so many experiences with (I don’t want to say ‘bad’ because I do believe that these people just lost their faith and hope) these people and I think, if they’ve got their conscience back, the world would be a much better place. I just want people to stop taking advantage of others, because that’s where it all the horrible things start.
My last wish is very simple but meaningful. I want God to comfort my fellowmen (in CDO and Iligan) who are the victims of the recent typhoon so that they’d still feel that they are loved. May He guide these people in starting their lives all over and help them to get over what happened. It’s really heartbreaking thinking many people died, but all we have to do is to move on, help each other, and learn from our mistakes.
Let’s do everything to help. In our little ways, my family already sent our help to the needy. We help them by praying for them, a simple yet powerful support for them.
I hope everybody enjoyed their holidays. If not, let it pass, sleep and wake up in a new start, without the loneliness and frustrations from yesterday.
Live a happy life.
Pain is inevitable. Once in our lives we get hurt, either physically or emotionally. It happens to everyone, it doesn’t matter how we got hurt, the important thing is moving on from it.
I have been really confused and weird these days, and I took everything so hard and eventually got hurt. I realized I still bear the pain I think I’ve already lost 5/6 years ago. I really do not know what happened, just that something suddenly comes up and I was back where I was before. I won’t explain further, because I don’t want other people to understand, I just need this one person to understand me.
Anyways, while I’m in the middle of this hole, I watched A-Team (because it is on StarMovies that time) and I learned something from the last part of the film that I can relate to real life problems: Distraction, Diversion and Division.
Distraction. It’s kinda obvious, distraction is doing something else to forget the the one that bothers you temporarily. The best analogy that I can think of is the boiling water. You can’t touch the boiling water, unless you wanted to burn yourself. Let’s say the boiling water is the pain, if you touch it, it will hurt you more, so you have to wait for it to cool down. Finally when it cools down, it’s less hot, and you can handle it already. Yes, you should recognize the pain, because neglecting it and pretending everything’s okay only makes the enemy stronger, and harder to manage. What you can do is, know what’s wrong, AND do things that make you happy to ease it, then go solve it. This is a hurtful step but it’s better than living with the pain.
Diversion. This is related to distraction because their meanings are almost the same. Diversion means going the other way. For example the road you are going through is broken, so you have to go on the other road. Like what is said earlier, stop living with the pain, throw it away, and leave it alone. Never go back unless really needed. I won’t do more explaining since I’ve just be repeating what I said.
Division. This is easy. In order to solve anything, cut it into pieces and take it one by one. It takes longer, but less pain. I’m sure you already understand this.
Obviously, I didn’t succeed in doing these 3 things so I have to start all over again. I tried to divert, but it’s not effective in my case, that’s why it’s back. I know its hard, for I experienced it before. The good thing about it is that I know what to do now. I learned my lesson. When I solve this thing, I hope it’s gone for good.
Stop it, you’re not cool, you look stupid. Respect yourself.
Had a very tiring day today with one of my close friends, pritzy, because of her very insane idea that you would only know if you read her blog. I come with her for 3 reasons: first is that she’s my friend and I would totally support her in whatever she does in her life, only the right things (which in my opinion, what she did today is still right, plus it’s her decision). Second, I kinda understand what she’s been going through these past months. And lastly, I knew she would do the same for me, she did actually, so many times.
Since she blogged almost everything that happened today, and my lazy ass would not let me retell what happened, I would just talk about other things.
These days, I’ve been doubting so much about everything around me. I have no idea why, maybe I just lack the motivation to do things. One time I was just sitting thinking deeply about everyone and how I really feel about them, and it made me very uncomfortable knowing things. Thinking about these things made me sad. Do I make sense? I’m sure I don’t because there are just things I can’t tell nor explain right now. I think I can explain it, I just don’t know how and don’t want to.
These days I’ve been very confused about everything, and I don’t even want to talk about it. Because thinking about it just hurts me and confuses me more!
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I am not making any sense at all! Maybe I should stop this..
But before I end this post, Philippines is in great need of help these days, many people have lost their homes and loved ones. Please help. Pray. Let us not be ignorant of what’s happening around. Let’s keep the spirit of Christmas alive. Let’s share. Thank you.
Let's help each other.
Nothing interesting happened today.
But I will insist on posting an entry, so let’s just talk about the very interesting topic of all time, love.
No, I would not be starting at what love is, for it would take me so much time and brain cells to explain the term and I, myself, can’t explain it fully too. Sometimes, beliefs in this thing oppose each other, that can cause misunderstanding between two parties.
No, I would not be talking how much you need to give to call it love. Simply because love is something that is not measurable. Yes, there would times that the other would give too much, and most of the time that person would think its very unfair. I think that is selfish, all is equal in love and measuring it would only lead to expectations, and expectations lead to disappointment. In love, there should be no expectation, only appreciation.
No, I would not be talking about the art of moving on. That part of the love cycle is the hardest, and I am no expert at that. Actually no one is. Moving on is a very complicated phase and no person could ever learn how to do it, no matter how many time his/her heart breaks. So I’d rather skip this part.
Yes, I would be talking about maintaining relationships. I do believe in destiny, but I believe that destiny is a mixture of choice, faith and effort. Yes, everything happens for a reason, and the reason corresponds to your choice. They say, “If someone really loves you, he/she will accept you for who you are.” I’d say that’s selfish. If you love someone, you should continue to make things and ways for your lover to fall in love with you. The longer you are together, the more effort you should put into the relationship to make it strong. It’s like making each other fall in love again everyday, making them feel the sweetness of first love. I guess that is why many relationships fail, because once they got the person, they stopped making efforts for the person to stay. Remember, it’s not about how you get him/her, it’s about making him/her stay. Change yourself, but not to the point that you do not know who you are anymore. Get a makeover, try different things, break routines, surprise each other sometimes, give gifts just because you want to, write letters to each other, change your style, do everything as long as it doesn’t hurt the both of you, and you’re not changing to someone else. Love is not about just giving and receiving, it is about feeling brand new everyday.
How did I know about this? because someone so dear to me taught me these things, and I thank him so much because I learn a lot from him every day. I appreciate him, and I want him to know that.
I have no idea what to post.
well, it is our vacation and i need to keep my mind off things that really bothers me, that is why i make this.
So I was figuring out how myself would come out in peace with my other self because they have been opposing all the time. The first one wants to exceed and excel the bar I made last semester, which was really not good and pissed me off so much that is why I am looking for some revenge and “in-your-face” actions this semester. The other one wants to rest, chill out, have some fun, go on adventures and just be happy. And as I evaluate things it seems that the latter is winning, which is bad.
I was about to continue this post, but my lazy ole self is being bitchy so I’ll just go.
